You know those train wrecks that cause you to turn your head and look? You know you shouldn’t stare so you peek through covered eyes trying to turn away yet your eyes fixate on the wreckage.
Maybe you feel like you are the train wreck.
Accidents happen while the world keeps spinning. Life tries its best to move right along when all you want to do is scream “stop.” I think we fix our eyes on the devastation because the hope is to see signs of life among the wreckage. We gasp holding our breath for a small glimmer of hope that says, “Yes, I’m broken and bruised…yet my heart is still beating.”
Where there is breath there is hope because love doesn’t leave you stranded. Love comes to you. It always does. Love refuses to leave you alone even when your heart needs a break and your attitude needs a spanking. We have a God who loves without limits and runs to us even when we are the train wreck. Truth be told, we’ve all been wrecked by something.
After surgery the doctor will often say, “You’ll feel much worse before you get better.” Yet after the pain medication fades to nothingness, you trace the scars that remain and remember his words wondering why he didn’t use a few more descriptive words. Because “worse” just doesn’t cut it.
You linger in a state infinitely greater than “worse” with scars that you feel will never fade.
I was one of those who tried to rush the healing process and often that landed me right back in the emergency room. My strength in spirit didn’t always reflect the way I felt physically and my body took a beating until I learned the fine art of waiting during the process of healing. I’ve learned to do the same thing with my heart.
You can’t rush the healing stages. The pain takes you back layer-by-layer to the scene where it all began. Your personal tragedy. The dust settles slowly and everything within fades out in slow motion. And God is the hand pulling you out of the wreckage placing you gently on the gurney. He straps you down, not to trap you but to protect you. For he knows exactly what you need and how to cushion you from further sustaining injuries.
Where there is breath hope remains because love doesn’t leave you stranded so don’t rush this thing called healing. Relax into it and put your feet up. Even if you’ve made a mess of everything and feel like you are not worthy of a life free from the wreckage. God has made a way for you to find Him and step into a place of blessing.
“But while he was still a long way off, his father saw him and was filled with compassion for him; he ran to his son, threw his arms around him and kissed him.” (Luke 15:20)
When God sees you He doesn’t see a train wreck, or a prodigal. The Father sees His child coming home from the wreckage. All God really wants is you empty-handed. He runs to you so that your hands are no longer empty but wrapped up in the sweetest embrace that says, “You’ve made it home. Let’s have a party.”
You are not a mess; you are a masterpiece in the making!
Much love to you!